thoughts

well, it’s over. 

it was good while it lasted :)

you’re starting school soon. 

maybe you’d miss me more.

maybe i’d see you less.

not like i see you alot now.

2 days to our 4th month.

wonder if you’ll remember. sigh.

i still love you. 

im in a boat and it’s rocking back and forth.

you own my heart.
you still do.
I’m sure you know that. 

what’s it gonna take to get a win?
to get what’s rightfully mine?
a call, a smile, a ‘how do you do’ even.

It’s like you don’t even care anymore.
Maybe you’re just busy.
Please stop being busy.
I love you. I miss you.
I need you.
I wish you did too. 

I’m sick of this.

But I can’t seem to stop.

What’re you getting at? YOU’RE CONFUSING ME.
Why’d you write on his wall? Why’d you not write on mine.
Why aren’t you telling me your problems?
Why don’t you call anymore?
Am I just being too paranoid?

gah.